If I Showed You

If I showed you how to be Happy, would you believe me? Would you take responsibility for that? If I demonstrated Freedom, would that Sign inspire you? If you saw the Happiness in my face, would you trust me? There is a means of Freedom, and I would love to live it and share it with you. There is a Way beyond consolation and "settling" for a lesser truth. There is a possible embrace of the Great One. First you have to Be the whole body, consciously. You have to accept responsibility for the body, and simply Be the body. Realize this point: "I am the Body". "I am the Body" is Love. 

What experience could you have that would truly open your heart? Would it take some tits and ass, would it take a drink, would it take a drug? No experience is neccesary, and yet we are obsessed with attaining. That is understandable. I also like nice experiences. However you must be rested in the Sublimity of God even in a simple moment, a plain moment, an otherwise "boring" moment. 

You have to know how it feels how live that force in your body. How does it feel to breathe God into you? Or to allow God to breathe you?

It is Amusing to me now, because I see I have done all I can do. All I can do is be present and be Happy. All I can do is be Free, and demonstrate this Freedom, this Love. 

She dances for you, and she is just as afraid as you. She is dancing, she wants to open your heart. 

I don't have a twisted world view, I am free of that impurity. Why do you look at your reflection in the pond? Do you not see the Radiance of the All and All?

Opening your Heart

What could I say to open your Heart Narcissus? How could I make you smile and breathe pleasure down into your belly? Could I sing to you in a way that would open your chest and make your toes tingle? 

I have attempted many things for your case, I try to stay in the fire of that process for you. And yet I see you are still distracted by your own story, your own pain, your own attention and point of view. 

Abide with me in the Great One and let our Loving be profound. We can only love to Infinity if we relax As Infinity. And how do you do this? Well you have to want it for real. 

When I look into your eyes, do you feel the truth of my words? When I speak to you, do you hear the Love in my Heart? I would do anything to open your Heart, anything to see you smile. And I want you to smile from the Deep. I want your entire being to rest in God. 

I am in Love with you, and I am committed to you, I am present for you. I don't understand the logic of your actions, and I yearn to be silent with you, and truly Mindless with you.

Is this why I am threatening? Because I want to love you beyond your own mind even. Why do you want to hold on to that thing? Just drop it and See what Is. 

Are you Conscious of this moment? Are you intimate with this moment like a lover? What are you doing to this moment? Appearance arises, and you are either opening or closing.

I have worked hard for your Awakening, but have my efforts been a waste? How many moments can I grab your attention and bring you to God? At what point have you had enough?

The Sublimity of Vision I want you to be absorbed in is beautiful truly, and yet I realize it is profoundly threatening. 

Do you understand the work I am trying to do? I want to see you Truly Happy, Open, Awake.

I know this work is not popular in this day and age. It is easier to find another distraction, another consolation. But your Heart knows the truth my friend. Your heart knows its Infinite Longing, which is the resting place of God. I wait, longing for the brilliant sight of all my lovers. 

I am at peace because I know my own Truth. When you want a bite of that cake, you will find me. Until then, I will keep a full belly. 

The world is a compilation of drama, seeking, and endless chatting. The Divine Reality is One in which the war is already over. 

A Beginning

This website is a resource for Truth. All of my life I passionately yearned for Truth, Love, and Happiness. I have had rough times in my life, and a long struggle with the “meaning of existence”. What exists on this website are offerings to inspire.

There Is a Depth of Reality which is the Source of all appearance. It is found when we stop talking, avoiding, and hiding from our own Heart. It is my deep wish that the offerings on this website inspire your Heart, and move you to love more deeply and profoundly. Ultimately I want to inspire an awakening in all people.

I have the utmost love and respect for all beings, and I look forward to meeting all of you on some plane, realm, room, or world.

Some of the offerings on this website are recitations of spiritual literature, particularly those by Heart-Master Adi Da Samraj. Reciting these words is profoundly healing for me, and it is my intention to bless all who hear them.

Adi Da has been a controversial teacher, but from my perspective he is an incredible Source of Love, Happiness, and Truth.